What are you looking for when you are looking to feeel pleasure?
Does your sex life mean that you are naked and entangled in bead with another?
Does your body ache for the loving touch of another?
What is the language that speaks to your lusting self?
What is the longing inside of you ?
Waking up in the middle of the night lying in bed with a person you are not sure you even want to be in bed with this person. WHat have you done or are you hapy that this has happened for you? What will you feel if he gets up and leaves? Will it be her that gets up and leaves? Did this night give you enough love to last when you seperate and do not see each other again? How can this get better?
I want to present the original story:
She saw him enter the room and it was like the moon was shining right over his head. They had never met before and she was excited. SHe thought that he was coming to hang out with her and have a nice evening. He walked into the room and he was so polite, but thicker than she imagined. They started talking while the other guests went o to the other room. He seemed interested in her but truth is he was there for a different reason and she wouldnt find out until she was so vulnerable there would be no going back.
He invited her to go for a ride and they left the place for a trip all alone on the first night that they had met. He was farmiliar with the place so she was getting a great tour and was feeling light and excited for being available and ready for a change in her life. He was really laying on the kindness with thick intent. HE was saying all the things that she wanted to hear and he was making her feel like he wanted her to know all about him and be part of the life he had before they met.
They got back and thats when the atmosphere changed from getting to know each other to becomeing intimate. There was nobody home when they got back and they sat on the bed to watch a movie together. THis turned out to be a sexual experience that they both enjoyed. The problem was that he was there for exactly what she gave up. He came and knew that he was invited to have sex with her and she had no idea. Later he would tell her and then he would use it to hurt her. SHe loved sex but he was making her see this great feeling of intimacy as an enemy who has no care for her.
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